What Is Happening Existentially During Decision

1. Possibility collapses into actuality

Before Decision, multiple futures are genuinely open.
After Decision, only one is real.

Existentially, Decision is the closure of the open horizon of possibility into a single determinate actuality.

Until the act:

Assent, refusal, and suspension are equally possible.
None is privileged by the world, the past, or the psyche.

At Decision:

One is made actual.
The others are annihilated as possibilities.

This is not epistemic narrowing.
It is ontological commitment — the world is no longer the same world.

Being moves from could-be to is.

2. The self transitions from spectator to author

Before Decision, the self stands before reality. After Decision, the self stands in reality as a causal source.

Existentially, Decision is the moment the self enters the causal order as an origin, not as a consequence.

Prior to Decision:

The self is a site of reception and evaluation.
Reality acts on the self.

At Decision:

The self acts into reality.
A new causal chain begins whose first link is the self.

This is the birth of authorship.

The agent ceases to be merely located in the world and becomes a maker within it.

3. The self becomes identical with its judgment

Before Decision, the judgment is before the self as an object. After Decision, the judgment is of the self as an identity.

Existentially, Decision is the moment the self takes on a determinate moral form.

You are no longer:

The one considering truth,
The one seeing the good,
The one knowing what is right.

You are now:

The one who assented,
Or refused,
Or withheld.

The self ceases to be merely a knower and becomes a knowing-being.

You do not merely have a judgment; you are your judgment in act.

This is why knowledge becomes character here.

4. Freedom is no longer capacity but fact

Before Decision, freedom is a power — the power to choose otherwise. After Decision, freedom is a fact — that this is what was chosen.

Existentially, Decision is the self-limitation of freedom.

Freedom destroys itself in order to express itself.

It moves from:

Open potential → fixed actuality
Undetermined power → determined deed

This is not a loss. It is the only way freedom becomes real.

Freedom exists only by negating its own openness.

5. Responsibility is ontologically instantiated

Responsibility does not arise later from consequences.
It arises at the moment of Decision.

Existentially, responsibility is the imputation of being.

The act becomes mine in the strongest possible sense:

I caused it,
I could have done otherwise,
I knew what I was doing,
No force compelled me.

The world now contains something for which I am the sufficient origin.

This is what makes praise and blame metaphysically possible.

6. Truth either enters or is excluded from the self

Decision is not merely about truth — it is where truth either becomes internal or is repelled.

Existentially:

Assent = truth becomes part of the self’s structure.
Refusal = truth is excluded from the self’s structure.
Suspension = truth is deferred from the self’s structure.

The self is not a mirror. It is a selective incorporator.

Decision is the gate.

7. The self fixes its trajectory

After Decision, the self is no longer the same self.

Not because it “feels” different. But because it now has a different causal and normative profile.

It has:

A new commitment,
A new orientation,
A new moral shape.

Existentially, Decision is a self-determining event.

It is how a rational being becomes this rational being rather than another.

8. In summary

Existentially, during Decision:

Possibility becomes actuality.
The self becomes an author.
Freedom becomes deed.
Knowledge becomes being.
Responsibility becomes real.
Truth is either internalized or rejected.
The self becomes what it has chosen to be.

Decision is not something that happens to the self.

It is the act by which the self comes into a determinate form of being.

That is what is happening existentially.

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Wednesday, January 07, 2026